Total Eclipse of the Heart;

Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
I am always in the dark..

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Name: Lim Zi Sheng
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~~Sunday, October 28, 2007~~

8:20 AM

Cruise !

hah. just came back from cruise. haish so long never go liao. remembered the last time i went on cruise with her. so sweet and whatever. althought we have so-called "broken" up. but she always appear in my mind and i always wonder why i couldnt shake her off my mind. Probably because we went through up and downs together like most lovely couple u can see right now on the streets( Sometimes i do have flashback and im jealous now and always!!! ). So anyway, today just came back. I went there to gamble! not alot but still yes gamble! LOL. Well, i didnt win. so ya, forget it. Their food arent that nice and the stuff they sell arent cheap either. So forget about the eating part, cause i dun really have any foods to my liking cept for that char siew rice(Edible) and sandwiches with ham only XD. I wanted to take some pictures of the memories back. But ya when i came to think of that, its already in the night time and i couldnt really do any shots with that lousy camera phone. So ya i think that's about it. LOL. have a nice day. =]

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Tuesday, October 16, 2007~~

3:41 AM

MY LOVE!

show you guys my desire x33 lots..

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12:13 AM

Questions

Ever thought of how heavy u're placed on someone else's heart?
Ever thought of how good you gave your impression to someone else?
Is there someone you cant really forget or is there someone who leave a really deep impression to you?
Well for me i do have impression of people(best friends , etc).
I've this wonderful great friends around me for years, even though we dont really get along much these few years, but the bond is always there. We played bball, vball and alot more, even went thru hard times and good times tgt. PS: but that was kinda long ago. few yrs back. LOL!
Got to know this girl and was someone i do like alot, wrote it in my previous post WAHAHA.
well now she is still a good friend of mine and we do contact often or shld i say everyday? LOL!

there's this girl also my ex. we've been together for 2yrs and on. but we broke off near the end of last yr i think. or is it beginning of this year, but whatever the case is. So what if we've 2yrs+ relationship? there's still an end in our story. as for how we ended up like that.. probably cause my attitude scuks after she told me she likes someone elses? i did a 360 turned. =] so sorry but ya. I wouldnt take it.

With this i think i've nothing much to say as for now. LOL!. if you never ever thought of those questions, try to think of it.

To lic : !! skcus hsilgne ym

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~~Sunday, October 14, 2007~~

9:49 AM

Sweet memories of the past

Today woke up late, didnt had my breakfast and jump straight to my comp. what i remembered was talking to lic on msn, then went on to oz pei her fish. PERCH! forever perching... to get flea livers. we were chatting and chatting none stop, somehow we talked about the past. It's kinda complicated though. It goes like this, few yrs back. i've got this crush on her. and so i kept on hanging out with her groups of friends. not long after, there's this day we went to a friend's house and we're supposed to study. yea "supposed to" but ya. you know what normally teenager meant by "studying"... Ya so we stayed up late at the friend's house then we go back together. and miracally, she suddenly held on to my hand and at the same time i held on to hers too. its like so..OH-MY-TIAN.. so undescribeable.

ya so i send back to her station and i went off, she doesnt want me to send her home >.<
the next day and day after, i think we went somewhere else together probably the friend's house again and study again. the same old thing we went back together and ya. till this very day, where things turn out real bad. and it really got me so down and emotionless. got this sms thingy(you know , i know) . i told her that i didnt do it really, but she doesn't believe me. so i told her, "if it's really me who do it, i'll gladly admit" but still she doesn't believe so what can i do? at that time i really doesnt want this tiny problems to affect our relationship. so i told her "ok its me who does that , would u forgive me" and still we fallen out and i really got so emo that time.

But well. After all, there's this kinda sweet memories that she has created in my hearts. right now, whenever think of it. i will still miss the days we used to hang out together. it's so fun back then and that is what i wanna hui dao guo qu to. But she forgotten everything ',....,' how nice of her right? LOL jk.

PS: Really missed that kind of feelings. =3

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~~Saturday, October 13, 2007~~

10:13 AM

A great sunday

i feel so empty in my heart and my feelings are all dead, don't really know what im trying to write here. But well, feel real empty. nothing's gonna cheer me up like how i used to be last time. don't know what to write. life is confusing and people around are degrading. seriously i dont know what im writing now.

anyway to lic, cheer up k! although i dont really know what's happening around you. but i guess, just be yourself and everything will be fine.

to angez, enjoy with your german speaking culture and take good care of urself and ur bf. LOL!

thanks for the day people. =]

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~~Thursday, October 11, 2007~~

12:51 PM

LA LA LA

Yeah baby I hope you don’t misunderstand me

My philosophie was you and me, even up my dreams it is you I see
The puzzle, the puzzle incomplete can’t you see you was all I needed
I’m sad trying to hold back, but tears rolling fast with this pain in my past
Honestly I feel weak, well it’s hard to explain but you drive me insane

Refrain
Girl I wrote this letter to let you know forever
I keep you in my heart when I’m leaving you
Girl I wrote this letter and it ain’t getting better
That is why I can’t be with you
Ps: I still love you

My only question: do you miss me when I am gone?
Tell me girl?! Tell me

It is reality that you’re playing me
You took my inner breath
Cause I was blind to see
Now I know that I have to go
Why don’t you see I was all you needed
Wanna stay but it ain’t ok that he is with you
And it’s me who’s alone

Refrain
Girl I wrote this letter to let you know forever
I keep you in my heart when I’m leaving you
Girl I wrote this letter and it ain’t getting better
That is why I can't be with you
Ps: I still love you

I was the one that you could always count on, lean on
but those days are gone
All we have are memories of better days
Now I need to say goodbye

Refrain
Girl I wrote this letter to let you know forever
I keep you in my heart when I’m leaving you
Girl I wrote this letter and it ain’t getting better
That is why I can’t be with you
Ps: I still love you

Girl I wrote this letter to let you know forever
I keep you in my heart when I’m leaving you
Girl I wrote this letter and it ain’t getting better
That is why I can’t be with you
Ps: I still love you...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

~~Tuesday, October 9, 2007~~

6:52 AM

Confession?

Im really really confused about everything tt's happening around me.. i dont really know where am i now, and how my life would be.. though i enjoyed every moment with you around. but it seems that im not even contented. probably because we're not together? probably because it lacks of chemistry between the two of us? many things running through my head and it's really bothering me alot. girl how i wish im with you. i do really miss you alot.!

Everytime i see you, i feel so complacent. just hope to see you every moment. but i understand there's this feeling kind of thing which you told me that you dont have it. and it really makes me go "...."(no comments and dont know what to say). girl you know im writing this to you. although im dead beat or anything i'll still care for you.. but times really makes me wondered lots of stuff. i feel so heavy inside me, this is why i created a blog page where i can really throw everything to. girl i do really want to hear something from you, be it good or bad. I just wanna hear something from you...........................

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