Today woke up late, didnt had my breakfast and jump straight to my comp. what i remembered was talking to lic on msn, then went on to oz pei her fish. PERCH! forever perching... to get flea livers. we were chatting and chatting none stop, somehow we talked about the past. It's kinda complicated though. It goes like this, few yrs back. i've got this crush on her. and so i kept on hanging out with her groups of friends. not long after, there's this day we went to a friend's house and we're supposed to study. yea "supposed to" but ya. you know what normally teenager meant by "studying"... Ya so we stayed up late at the friend's house then we go back together. and miracally, she suddenly held on to my hand and at the same time i held on to hers too. its like so..OH-MY-TIAN.. so undescribeable.

ya so i send back to her station and i went off, she doesnt want me to send her home >.<
the next day and day after, i think we went somewhere else together probably the friend's house again and study again. the same old thing we went back together and ya. till this very day, where things turn out real bad. and it really got me so down and emotionless. got this sms thingy(you know , i know) . i told her that i didnt do it really, but she doesn't believe me. so i told her, "if it's really me who do it, i'll gladly admit" but still she doesn't believe so what can i do? at that time i really doesnt want this tiny problems to affect our relationship. so i told her "ok its me who does that , would u forgive me" and still we fallen out and i really got so emo that time.

But well. After all, there's this kinda sweet memories that she has created in my hearts. right now, whenever think of it. i will still miss the days we used to hang out together. it's so fun back then and that is what i wanna hui dao guo qu to. But she forgotten everything ',....,' how nice of her right? LOL jk.

PS: Really missed that kind of feelings. =3